| haha life works in the most awkwerd of ways doesnt it ? |
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| im so fucking confused and i hate it this is a time i just wish i were dead one of those wtf am i gonna do moments i never want to have in my life and guess what i got one and its my fault and im feeling the pain please send help |
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| ah a haven where i can say what i want cause no one visits it well helleo justin well hello to you to hehe but yeh heres my problem see i like lindsey and i dont mean like as a friend i mean shes a kick ass chik with a good personality unlike most the girls at my school now i told this to lindsey like the dumbfuck i am and then she told me she likes me to but she hates guys and thinks their jerks id like to date her and maybe someday strike up a relationship but i dont think she really wants one so now im just left to think a few days before i can actualy talk to her so now i just sit here and listen to music the end of my problem |
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| im thinking again but raiders is here to sidetrack me im loseing my depression and my weight im slimming getting stronger somewhat im already a fucking beast but its all good it makes me laugh when comp comes and they like curtis your on rope bridge your the only one who can get the rope tight enough and im like ok hehe idk its just weird either way im happy im hearing them louder sometimes now they yell at me and i yell back and i hear the gunfire in the backround and i dream i dream of dreams i wish i hadnt things to come and things that have been swirling around in the endless vortex that is my mind it makes the pain come back and all of it reflects my anger/hate levels im being meaner more cold hearted less caring and i can tell people dont like it but i cant help it but oh well anough of my rambling love you all sincerly Bear |
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| mmmmmmmmmmmhhhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmm bring the RAGE
hehe i wish i could find my old rage against the machine cd oh well ill just get more |
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